我的十一樓只有陰天

今天原來是我的老板最後一天上班...那以後我在十一樓的日子就只有陰天...很想哭。

好像剛剛過了五年, 沁園家姐好像是在五年前的七月加入的。 回想起來就好像昨天才發生的事情, 但其實已經過了漫長的五年。 五年的努力, 辛苦, 悲傷, 快樂,...和沁園最光煇的歲月。

我跟她的感情就好像媽媽跟女兒, 老師跟學生~ 我討她的歡心。 我現在的心情就像情侶突然分手, 顧客突然發現旅行社破產關閉, 飛機票永遠無法對現, 行山者突然迷路, 軍人打仗發現自己是死淨種, 但還要照顧那些老弱殘兵 ~ 自身難保。 我前無去路後有追兵, 我在這裡的所有努力都白費了。 我真的無力走下去, 2009我憎你!!!

I've been through many many power outage in the past, whether it was in Ghana or in Hong Kong as a child or during the North America Blackout 6 or 7 years ago. The feeling was never good. I hate the feeling that there is a sudden blackout and silence. I tried to reach out for a torch or candle lights to guide me in the dark. Plus I have my family around me to give me support. But I know that the power will always come back up. However, a blackout in my career seems quite different and I don't know when will the light be back up and running again.

Who decided to unplug the power in my world? What have I done to deserve challenges like this. All my hard work is going into the drain. What about all those work that I've put in? 5 years of none stop work, 100% attendance, all the time and effort I devoted? Where were all those promises? Who will give me a transfer ticket to move on? How deep is this roller coast heading? How much can I afford? I really don't have a clue...I hate 2009.

Suddenly realize today is the last day...its just like sudden power outage...I so want to cry (:*_*:) but it can't only be heard in my heart. There is tears in my eyes.